And before I forget, since my brain is half-baked, thank you to everyone else who wished my happy birthday! You guys mean the world to me! *hugs*
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Call me depressed. Yes, I've been through a fandom "mass exodus" before and I'm quite used to them. That's not to say they still don't hurt, especially if I'm not following.
I realize people change as do their interests--it's human nature. But it still leaves me feeling like I'm standing alone and watching as people move farther away from me--all of them congregating into one new fandom. Maybe it's because this time, I have absolutely zero interest in moving in their new fandom direction. Maybe it's because I'm sick. Maybe it's because I'm another year older and maybe it's just because I've not had a good night's sleep in days. Maybe I need chocolate. Whatever the reason, someone I feel very close to moving in another direction and with me not following, makes me feel as though something is on the road to ending. And I really, *really* don't want that.
Of course I still want everyone to still love Viggo and Orlando! But realistically, I know that's not possible. It's just so frustrating to me to see so *many* people moving in the *same* direction and leaving V/O. Just call me sad. And frustrated.