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They're forcing my hand - One of the "substitute people"
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araestel
araestel
They're forcing my hand
You know I'm tired of being forced into doing something I'd rather not. Currently, it's LJ making me post.

I have nothing to say that anyone gives a rats ass about. I'm sick all the time. I can't sleep. I'm in constant pain. I'm tire, cranky and lonely. No one talks to me or cares. I get it. I'm not around, I have no money, and would rather just crawl in a hole and forget it all. Even sis isn't around. I get it.

It's my fault. I don't deny it. But I figure everyone was sick of listening to me because nothing changes. Well, I guess I should say, doesn't get better. Ever. Only worse. It is what it is. Why should anyone else have to listen.

But now LJ is making me post. Even though this is a permanent account. I'm SICK of being made to do crap I shouldn't have to.

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monicaop From: monicaop Date: April 25th, 2013 05:52 pm (UTC) (Link)
Hi, I'm sorry LJ is making you post, but is great to see you non the less!!

Hugs!! Be well!!

Edit: I just saw your post and didn't read it at first. I'm sorry things are going in such a bad direction for you, I can only wish you the very best and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.

Edited at 2013-04-25 11:12 pm (UTC)
veronica_rich From: veronica_rich Date: April 26th, 2013 03:01 pm (UTC) (Link)
Not hearing from you in so long, I had hoped things had improved and maybe that was why you were absent ...
lucilla27 From: lucilla27 Date: April 25th, 2013 05:56 pm (UTC) (Link)
I am so sorry for your troubles.
I understand life is hard, please trust me I do.
I am sending you all my prayers and support.
Do take care of yourself.
Bless you.
Kimmy
tularia From: tularia Date: April 25th, 2013 09:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
Despite your irritation, I'm very happy to see a post from you and know you're alive. **hugs**
bluespirit_star From: bluespirit_star Date: April 26th, 2013 06:24 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm sorry you've been made to post - but it is good to hear from you.
I hope things get better for you.
*hugs*
laeglass From: laeglass Date: April 28th, 2013 06:04 am (UTC) (Link)
*kicks LJ* *hugs you*
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