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Catching up
In case anyone has been wondering what's been going on with me, here's the short update:

I lost my baby November 9th. She'd lived a number of years with kidney & bladder issues, but she just couldn't do it anymore. Her little 8lb body just gave out. I am totally lost without her and feel completely alone.


Two weeks after that, I slipped on black ice and have been in continuous pain since then. I was taking Mel's dad to his dentist when it happened. The dentist blew me off and it's been a battle since then to just exist. I spend most nights in an office chair, maybe getting 2-3 hours of sleep in trying to sleep for 9. I walk like I'm 90, when I can walk at all.

I am so over everything. There are no words.

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grey853 From: grey853 Date: May 26th, 2015 12:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss and pain. It's horrible when you lose your companion.

Sorry about the back. I know there's nothing quite like that kind of pain. {{{hugs}}}
beautiful_hooch From: beautiful_hooch Date: May 26th, 2015 01:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
Great to hear from you.

I am sorry for your loss, we lost our Gizmo back in 2013. I know how you feel. *lots of hugs* I sometimes wish I could help people :-(

I hope you feel better soon. And I hope things start to look up for you.

Hooch ;-)
elflady_2001 From: elflady_2001 Date: May 26th, 2015 03:28 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh I'm so sorry! I was gutted when I lost my Morgan. I'm still sad when I think about him.

About the black ice, was that outside a business? If so, they should have salted the ground and they could be liable (their insurance) for your pain and treatment.

veronica_rich From: veronica_rich Date: May 26th, 2015 05:54 pm (UTC) (Link)
If I could win the lottery, I would give you part of it. As always.
caseymochridh From: caseymochridh Date: May 26th, 2015 08:25 pm (UTC) (Link)
Sorry for your pain - physical and emotional. I lost my Casey a year ago last September. But it still feels like yesterday. My prayers and hugs to you!
pokecharm From: pokecharm Date: May 27th, 2015 08:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
always nice to see an old friend even if the news isn't great - hang in there, hun!
bluespirit_star From: bluespirit_star Date: June 9th, 2015 10:11 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm so sorry for your loss & pain.
I hope that things get brighter for you soon. ♥
pinkiikis From: pinkiikis Date: June 14th, 2015 08:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
sorry to hear. hope all is well.
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