February 20th, 2006


Humor me...

I'm really needing to vent and thought you guys might be interested in hearing the latest shit to come my way.

As you may or may not know, I run the official site for an actor (who shall remain nameless and you'll soon understand why) and *have* run this site officially since... oh, I think '99.

As in most fandoms, there are "people" who want more than actors are prepared to give. Okay--frankly--let's call a spade a spade and call it what it is--STALKER. And some of these people have questioned my authenticity at every turn because I started the site from first being a "fan". The site was always presented and maintained as a "news & updates" site. Everything was verified before being posted and no rumors were *ever* printed. Due to this, the actor's people were impressed and awarded my site "official" status, a status I have maintained since that November night it was first made official.

I could tell you horror stories of his "fans" and the inexcusable treatment I've received by them, all in their quest to get close to him and be the ones with the "toys". They've made my life hell to the point of physical illness and even driving me to the degree of removing myself from the fandom absolutely and completely. Why stay where everything reminds me of the hell the "fans" put me through? They badgered me to the point I had to come here and re-invent myself and that's why I don't like giving out my real name. I don't want them to find me here. I was some modocum of peace, which I don't think is too much to ask for.

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